Description
An interesting looking arial stands here, with pure white feathers
covering his whole body, except for where bright blue plumes
circle his eyes and crest. His deep black eyes bely an
intelligence uncanny even for that of an arial. His
beak is well taken care of, with no nicks or cuts, and its'
point is razor sharp. His swaggering walk doesn't seem
intentional, and he seems to move with a liquid fluidity.
Though his face is covered in feathers, you notice that his
face is long and thin, a hawkish seeming gaze fixed on
his face.
Role
Urges
Added Tue Jul 20 11:06:23 2010 at level 19:
As a younger arial, Isahbin had urges to kill things and
mutilate the corpses. He hid these urges, and pretended
to be good, until the urges became irrisisteble. He left
his home in Arial City to make sure no-one found out about
his...urges...should he succumb to them. And he did.
Isahbin is a good natured fellow, with little malice in
him, but for his love of wanton murder. He finds few who
he can truly be himself with, and fewer still who share
his inner desires.
Journal Entry: Day of the Moon, 21st of the Month of the Grand Struggle.
Added Thu Jul 22 13:04:54 2010 at level 32:
Ah...my little black book of secrets, how I adore you! You are the only one
Ah...my little black book of secrets, how I adore you! You are the only one
who truly knows the depths of my soul. It has been about two years since I
left my home, a deep secret to bear. Funny how telling the truth and keeping
secrets are never mutually exclusive...
I still remember the slickness of my hands as I cut the little ones throat.
So red...It's hard to believe that my memories are so clear...her pale yellow
hair and pointy little ears. The fact that she was older than me by almost
twenty years didn't even register when I saw her pretty little face covered
in her own blood and vomit. Each little fleck of dirt and grime was a work
of art, placed just so on her slackened lips...
The first one was probably the only one I remember so clearly. The
daughter of some emissary or some such.After I killed her I don't remember
much, other than the fact that I wasn't caught.It still amazes me that
noone saw me leaping from her window and gliding away on the wonderful cool
night air...
I guess the next few were just as satisfying...but the first one...I'll never
forget her beautiful green eyes, and they way they seemed to say, "Please;role + don't hurt me, I thought you were my friend." It always thrills me when they
feel so hurt, so betrayed. It keeps me sane when I'm around others.
Journal Entry: Day of the Great Gods, 5th of the Month of the Spring
Added Thu Jul 22 17:02:21 2010 at level 32:
The dwarf Dellin saw my tainted soul today. I had thought I hid it well, but
it seems by some magic he can see the depths of my soul. I knew that
paladins could ask their gods for such blessings, but if anyone can do it...I
must be more discreet. It just wouldn't do to be known as the murderer of
children. How would I get them to trust me? Ah well.
After running from the dwarf, who was too powerful for me to fight, I
happened upon a young maiden. She never even saw the blade that ran through
her breast. So satisfying to sacrifice a corpse after watching the life fade
from it's eyes.I prefer younger prey, but when a moment is upon you, you
cannot let it pass. I do not feel like an evil being...I do not have many
vices. Just because one of mine might be a bit worse than others...
Ah well, I cannot run from who I am, and will not. It's a shame, because
there are many fine fellows who, if they knew what I have done, would be
happy to take my head form my shoulders. Good thing no-one is perfect, or I
might start to feel bad for my little habit.
Journal Entry: Day of the Moon, 35th of the Month of the Spring.
Added Thu Jul 22 23:08:35 2010 at level 32:
The dwarf continues to pry. I am tainted, that much is true, but I am not an
evil person. I cannot help that sometimes the urges become too great, to
overpowering to bear. I read my journal and see a different me sometimes,
when I write after I have killed...
But how to explain this to them?
How can I explain that sometimes I do feel guilt, treachery, and loss because
of what I do...but that in the moment, the sheer ecstacy is so overpowering
that I cannot control it? There are not words that would make one believe me
when I say that I hold no malice, no ill will towards others. I feel
friendship, kinship, love, comradery just as much as they do. It's as if
they think that all of my good can be outweighed by a single act of lust. If
that were true, then no man could be good. I cannot profess to be a saint
however, merely less of a monster than they see me.
I will not lie to them.I do not have to tell them that I enjoyed it, that
it was tantric, almost orgasmic, when I ripped out her throat and draped her
entrails about the room...but I will not lie.
Still, to this day, I cannot imagine the horrer her parents must have felt
when they came upon her the next day. I have heard tell that they became
hermits, and renounced their titles and lands to live alone in mourning. For
the emotions that they felt...I truly do feel remorse. No one seems to
understand that...just because I give in, and enjoy what I do, doesn't mean
that I don't feel bad for those who suffer.
Journal Entry: Day of Thunder, 24th of the Month of the Grand Struggle.
Added Fri Aug 6 18:04:19 2010 at level 51:
After striking a deal with the Devil...I feel...liberated. I feel like my
past is before me, waiting to be written. The looks of angst and anguish
that I feared bring me...comfort. Pleasure even. I think that giving my
soul to the Devil made me happier. I feel no more remorse, only pleasure.
It's been too long since the last one though, something I plan to remedy
soon. Quite soon.
After hearing that the corpse of a fellow servant was delivered to the
Prince, I can only suspect that I need to get to work bringing him souls.
Maybe I'll start with those who I fled from...Yes...I think a visit home is
in order. Not having a soul will make that trip much more...enjoyable.
PK Wins
Jul 23, 2010|Lv 32|Darsylon|Noghnid vs 2: Ajil (11%), Isahbin (88%, KB)
Jul 23, 2010|Lv 32|Galadon|Norasal vs 2: Isahbin (64%,KB), Teranek (35%)
Jul 25, 2010|Lv 40|The Dranettie Wood|Zalgre vs 3: Helga (12%), Isahbin (54%), Sezdral (32%, KB)
Jul 25, 2010|Lv 40|The Eastern Road|Colwri vs 2: Helga (28%,KB), Isahbin (71%)
Jul 25, 2010|Lv 40|The Forgotten Temple|Oliyn vs 2: Isahbin (63%,KB), Helga (36%)
Jul 25, 2010|Lv 40|East Sumner's Road|Roak vs 1: Isahbin (100%,KB)
Aug 4, 2010 |Lv 50|Arial City|Awimn vs 1: Isahbin (100%,KB)
Aug 4, 2010 |Lv 50|Arial City|Dekala vs 1: Isahbin (100%,KB)
Aug 10, 2010|Lv 51|Galadon|Fintilli vs 2: Niglecher (47%,KB), Isahbin (52%)
PK Deaths
Jul 19, 2010|Lv 15|Amaranthian Forest|vs 1: Ogunwu (100%,KB)
Jul 23, 2010|Lv 32|Upper Cragstone|vs 1: Janu (100%,KB)
Jul 24, 2010|Lv 34|Galadon|vs 1: Janu (100%,KB)
Jul 27, 2010|Lv 49|The Arena|vs 1: Zubei (100%,KB)
Jul 28, 2010|Lv 49|Galadon|vs 1: Zubei (100%,KB)
Jul 28, 2010|Lv 49|Mount Kiadana-Rah|vs 1: Dalritz (100%,KB)
Jul 29, 2010|Lv 49|Temple of the Scarab|vs 1: Loshnak (100%,KB)
Jul 29, 2010|Lv 50|The Spire of the Blood Tribunal|vs 1: Moeghba (100%,KB)
Jul 29, 2010|Lv 50|The Spire of the Blood Tribunal|vs 1: Moeghba (100%,KB)
Aug 3, 2010 |Lv 50|Galadon|vs 1: Gilmdal (100%,KB)
Aug 3, 2010 |Lv 50|Hamsah Mu'tazz|vs 4: Elajac (57%,KB), Kormand (22%), Venphoria (7%), Zubei (11%)
Aug 5, 2010 |Lv 51|Galadon|vs 1: Zubei (100%,KB)
Aug 5, 2010 |Lv 51|Galadon|Isahbin committed suicide
Aug 6, 2010 |Lv 51|Valley of Veran|vs 1: Paraloiut (100%,KB)
Aug 7, 2010 |Lv 51|Galadon|vs 1: Dorlanz (100%,KB)
Aug 10, 2010|Lv 51|Hamsah Mu'tazz|vs 1: Olooco (100%,KB)
Aug 10, 2010|Lv 51|Ruined Keep|vs 1: Paraloiut (100%,KB)
Aug 10, 2010|Lv 51|Galadon|vs 2: Jremulek (71%,KB), Fintilli (28%)
Aug 11, 2010|Lv 51|Bramblefield Road|vs 1: Shenkreth (100%,KB)
Aug 12, 2010|Lv 51|Amaranthian Forest|Isahbin committed suicide
Aug 13, 2010|Lv 51|Galadon|vs 1: Elora (100%,KB)