Description
A midnight skinned woman clothed in dark appearal, lingers
about with an aura of woe. Her skin is oddly colored, like a
grayish-white cloud. Dark violet makeup around her eyes,
emphasizes her pale-blue eyes. Her hair is long and well-kept,
the color of black like that of an eternal abyss. It is straight,
and falls down to the middle of her back. She is very thin
and fairly short compared to other half-drows.
Role
Lost in desire, filled with despair, and the power of lust.
Added Mon Aug 6 09:55:48 2018 at level 26:
A forgotten whore, lost in sinful desire. An orphan who transitioned into what
she was admired for as her body grew into womanhood. A beauty, a soothing voice after
laying with those who payed for her services, yet seeing very little of it herself in coin.
Now, carrying an insatiable desire for being more than nothing. Being nothing but a whore
for the pleasures of those with coin, with power, with anything worthwhile, her lust is
for that which controls and is not controlled...
Nijee was raised in Balator, though her origin is unknown, though Hamsah seems most likely.
Her parents are obviously a drow and a human, yet who they might be is unknown, only
a crude copper bracelet that was left with her as a child with the last name that is smeared.
A deep despair lingers in her life though, a tragedy so deep that in her voice
it can bring those around her who hear it feel incomplete, or even emotionless as
despair seeps from her tongue like a dying breath.
Though mostly lost in this world, Nijee does desire some things and while she resents
her life as a prostitute, she grew fond of some of the more physical aspects of her
means of living. The sensation of touch and the passion sometimes was overwhelming
but even in the end, despair would always creep in, at being a weak, useless tool with
no power.
I am currently living in my sin, though it feels so odd wishing for it.
is it not wrong to be sinful, but it's all I've ever known, is it wrong to be
so filled with desire that I lust for power, lust for desire itself? Is this
blinding to me and my cause, or will does it strengthen me, this I am unsure of.
Deeper into Despair, though desire still burns, power is gained by the lust does not faulter
Added Wed Sep 5 18:32:08 2018 at level 51:
It has been many years sense I made my pursuit towards the Empire,
and I have achieved much, to be named an Elite of the blade sect.
Who would have know that the lust of power could have gotten me
so much in this world. Though, I do still live with a dire past, it will not
change my outlook of such tragedy in my life, that I will share with those who
oppose the Empire.
I have met Father Morious, and what a pleasing experience it was.
I had not spoken to him in great detail, as I was brought to him with
a priest of his, Ragast, one I must admit I've grown akin to.
I have found that my lust and desire have grown a bit more physical again, as to
the days of when I was a whore, and I enjoyed at least some of the clients.
I am beyond those days, though the urge does cling from time to time, just like this
overhelming desire for power, greatness, fortune. Desire itself to be one who brings true
despair against those who do not dwell in such.
I do yern though to speak with the Father again, I have tried, but perhaps my
first impression was not quite pleasing to him. I will continue to try more, but
perhaps even I can be too far lost in despair.
The sur name of what I was.
Added Thu Sep 6 20:33:46 2018 at level 51:
"Ssindossa!" This is what the drow woman called me, the other prostitutes who were
jealous of me. I was unsure of what it ment, though I knew it was derogatory.
I did well in the Brothel, bringing more coin to the Master, and
they didn't like that. Since I was an orphan and didn't know my last name, I took
Ssindossa as it, as it was drowish tongue, though later I learned it meant slut or whore,
which I was.
Despair lightens, as desire strengthens, a new understanding of who I really am
Added Tue Sep 25 23:27:43 2018 at level 51:
At last! As my Father was able to Allude me quite well, or so it seemed,
I was finally able to meet him face to face. I almost melted when he sang a line
from my Ode to him. Though the metting itself was wonderous and perfect, I have
learned that my desire for power was truly brittle, as it has always been my yerning to be
desired, noticed, recognized and seen as something great. He loves me and desires me more
than any, and has told me he would smite down the fools who would not have similar
feelings. It matters not what other mortals want, even though I know what it is
they want which is me, what matters is now I know that my father desires me more than any.
Finally realizing this, I have come to understand my lustfulness much more,
that it is not just for what I lust, but also for those who lust for me, whether they
wish to be with me, be me, or the things that I have and become. All along I have
been serving the Father only by allowing those who desired for me to bring them
closer to their sins of lust, closer to the church and to Father as virtuous followers
indulging in delicious sin. I am now his priestest, his minstral of voice that lingers upon
the ears of all, for desire, for passion, and for a desire so strong that they
cannot resist, and for this I am glad I do it for Father.
For now, I will bring the masses to the church through wonderous words, and tender
touches, to fill the pews so they might bask upon his glory, otherwise this melodic tune of
passion, will turn into a dreary dirge of disaster, as bones will build the church's
foundations.
PK Wins
Aug 13, 2018|Lv 37|The Battlefield|Gern vs 1: [37] Nijee (100%, KB)
Aug 13, 2018|Lv 38|Waters of the Deep|Gern vs 2: [37] Audian (25%, punch), [38] Nijee (74%)
Aug 13, 2018|Lv 38|The Dragon Sea|Gern vs 2: [37] Audian (33%, cut), [38] Nijee (66%)
Aug 14, 2018|Lv 44|Balator|Qorua vs 4: [40] Varric (0%), [51] Kadavarn (65%, magic), [44] Nijee (0%), [51] Dhuzir (34%)
Aug 14, 2018|Lv 51|Fortress of Light|Keishareek vs 3: [51] Nijee (24%), [51] Ragast (27%), [51] Krian (48%, punch)
Aug 14, 2018|Lv 51|Fortress of Light|Aurew vs 3: [51] Ragast (12%, slice), [51] Krian (64%), [51] Nijee (22%)
Aug 14, 2018|Lv 51|Galadon|Aurew vs 1: [51] Nijee (100%, mental assault)
Aug 21, 2018|Lv 51|Galadon|Krozx vs 2: [51] Zaric (46%, burst of energy), [51] Nijee (53%)
Aug 21, 2018|Lv 51|The Imperial Palace|Krozx vs 2: [51] Nijee (32%), [51] Zaric (67%, burst of energy)
Aug 21, 2018|Lv 51|Balator|Gern vs 2: [51] Nijee (29%, wrath), [51] Zaric (70%)
Aug 23, 2018|Lv 51|Balator|Gaelilga vs 4: [51] Dhuzir (20%, corrosive slice), [51] Nijee (4%), [51] Horkhampz (67%), [51] Luciaquos (8%)
Aug 23, 2018|Lv 51|Grinning Skull Village|Gern vs 2: [51] Nijee (88%, mental assault), [51] Nhinguehm (11%)
Aug 23, 2018|Lv 51|Hamsah Mu'tazz|Jarson vs 1: [51] Nijee (100%, reverberating blast)
Aug 23, 2018|Lv 51|The Dragon Sea|Jarson vs 1: [51] Nijee (100%, slash)
Aug 25, 2018|Lv 51|Fortress of Light|Merelith vs 2: [51] Nijee (12%), [51] Zaric (87%, brutal attack)
Aug 25, 2018|Lv 51|The Imperial Palace|Elandarn vs 1: [51] Nijee (100%, reverberating blast)
Aug 27, 2018|Lv 51|BattleRager Village|Gern vs 3: [50] Gohkaar (19%), [51] Nijee (70%, KB), [51] Horkhampz (9%)
Aug 27, 2018|Lv 51|The Fields of Balator|Gern vs 2: [51] Nijee (27%, mental assault), [45] Varric (72%)
Aug 27, 2018|Lv 51|The Imperial Palace|Aurew vs 4: [51] Gillador (33%, defilement), [45] Varric (3%), [51] Nijee (42%), [50] Gohkaar (20%)
Aug 28, 2018|Lv 51|Galadon|Qorua vs 3: [46] Varric (8%), [51] Nijee (6%), [50] Gohkaar (85%, savage feeding)
Sep 5, 2018 |Lv 51|The Imperial Palace|Gillador vs 2: [51] Nijee (36%), [51] Varric (63%, flaming bite)
Sep 6, 2018 |Lv 51|The Imperial Lands|Ghar vs 2: [51] Nijee (0%), [51] Varric (100%, parting blow)
Sep 6, 2018 |Lv 51|The Eastern Road|Ghar vs 2: [51] Galvendir (51%, heavenly wrath), [51] Nijee (48%)
Sep 6, 2018 |Lv 51|BattleRager Village|Thirisg vs 3: [51] Nijee (23%), [51] Dhuzir (44%), [51] Togun (32%, iceball)
Sep 6, 2018 |Lv 51|BattleRager Village|Kerubiel vs 4: [51] Togun (5%), [51] Dhuzir (80%, torments), [51] Nijee (5%), [51] Nhinguehm (8%)
Sep 6, 2018 |Lv 51|The Coastal Plains|Vakath vs 1: [51] Nijee (100%, mental assault)
Sep 18, 2018|Lv 51|The Eastern Road|Gaelilga vs 2: [51] Nhinguehm (4%), [51] Nijee (95%, mental assault)
Sep 22, 2018|Lv 51|The Imperial Lands|Ghar vs 3: [51] Koulakzis (24%, crushing force), [51] Tien (44%), [51] Nijee (31%)
Sep 23, 2018|Lv 51|The Imperial Palace|Galvendir vs 2: [51] Gorma (44%), [51] Nijee (55%, frigid chop)
Sep 23, 2018|Lv 51|Ruins of Maethien|Yiarlessea vs 2: [51] Nijee (63%, frigid chop), [51] Koulakzis (36%)
Sep 24, 2018|Lv 51|Mortorn|Garrum vs 3: [51] Togun (28%, slash), [51] Nijee (45%), [41] Sqierna (25%)
Sep 24, 2018|Lv 51|Mortorn|Saharza vs 1: [51] Nijee (100%, mental assault)
Sep 24, 2018|Lv 51|BattleRager Village|Ruk vs 4: [51] Gorma (24%, disruption), [51] Ediije (15%), [51] Nhinguehm (12%), [51] Nijee (47%)
Sep 24, 2018|Lv 51|The Ruins of Ostalagiah|Rothyton vs 5: [51] Nijee (41%), [51] Gorma (23%, disruption), [51] Ediije (8%), [51] Koulakzis (16%), [51] Nhinguehm (9%)
Sep 25, 2018|Lv 51|The Imperial Lands|Iiea vs 1: [51] Nijee (100%, mental assault)
Sep 27, 2018|Lv 51|The Imperial Lands|Galvendir vs 2: [51] Nijee (6%), [51] Togun (93%, infernal power)
Sep 27, 2018|Lv 51|The Eastern Road|Ruk vs 2: [51] Togun (76%, punch), [51] Nijee (23%)
Sep 27, 2018|Lv 51|The Imperial Palace|Kerubiel vs 4: [51] Nijee (15%), [51] Ediije (5%), [51] Togun (75%, infernal power), [51] Nhinguehm (3%)
Sep 27, 2018|Lv 51|The Imperial Palace|Naevar vs 3: [51] Nhinguehm (3%), [51] Nijee (33%, KB), [51] Togun (63%)