Description
His skin has the hue of those whose heritage has been generations in the
southern deserts. Dark and weathered like the hide of the wild beasts who
live on the edge of the Sun's Anvil, his face is laced with the thin white
traces of healed scars. A sharp angular nose hovers between and below his
cold dark eyes with just a trace of a deviation in its sharp line, broken at
sometime long ago. His mouth is thin lipped and shows little evidence that it
is used for the frivolous expression of emotions. Sharp cheekbones do nothing
to soften the look of his face, indeed they only announce the leaness of the
body beneath the dark clothing which swathes his figure. Very little of what
he wears reflects any light and that which does seems to have been blackened
and dulled as much as possible.
Role
Beckoming mad.
Added Sat Jun 17 09:16:51 2006 at level 51:
When i'm trying to sleep i wake often from restless sleep. I'm loosing many of my
battles and i'm not beckoming younger - every day i beckome a bit slower and weaker.
When bringing death to enemies i always think about my own death. Can i fool my
own death? My guildmaster was always teaching me i should have calm mind and cold
heart to beckome elite member of assassin's guild, but often when i see an enemie
blood covers my eyes and i charge into battle. Perhaps, all those injury i recieved
in endless battles made me stupid or crazy? I always worry about something, i always
have a feeling that something is following me, food and water leave taste of blood
in my mouth, i often wake from restless sleep, when i meet anybody i always want
to murder them, i'm almost always alone and don't want to meet or speak with anybody.
All those years of my life indeed made me mad. All other Scions except Chancellor
Cabdru are weak and stupid, i've tryed to group with them few times and we managed
only to murder one enemie being in big group. I don't think there is any point to
group with them. I really want to kick them all out and find someone more worthy.
But is it possible at all? It's already second generation of them whom i don't like.
When i kicked some of them out about 10 years ago did it make Fold stronger? I ask
myself too much questions and receive too few answers - it only makes me more mad.
I don't want to be dying old mad Advisor, i want to be young powerfull rich
Chancellor. I still didn't manage to find something unique like strange bracers
to bring it to Qaledus, will i ever? I hope my hunger for power will do great
for me.
Depression.
Added Sun Jun 25 14:59:45 2006 at level 51:
I'm 76 years old and everything goes wrong.
I have finally collected magical things worthy attention of Qaledus but he doesn't
want to speak with me. Lady Eshval kicked me out of Scions saying "Your time has
passed". I'm not dead yet and i feel a lot of energy within myself, so why would my
time has passed? Looks like Emperor position would suit me well as Muse was blaming
me for making Empire of Scions. Sad it's not possible to beckome Emperor in one
day, and i have to take orders from others while my position in Empire grows. I
hate to receive orders, but for now it looks like only plan i have. Hunger for
power is leading me all my life and position of Emperor can give me much power.
Ghozraish Claar was speaking with me about Cabdru's axe, i think i've found some
information about it but i cannot find way to meet Ghozraish Claar again and i
cannot fight all those nightwalkers in Maethien. For now everything in my life
looks horrible but my hunger of power should lead me somewhere!